Thank you YouTube people :D

Anyway, today was Drama SYF and guess what? I fucked up the lights. Like "totally-screwed" fucked. I ruined everything for everybody. If the teachers of my school do actually screen blogs and happen to read this, can one of you tell Natalie Hennedige that Denise didn't do anything wrong and the whole fuck up was my fault? Thanks.

I feel awful. I mean HELLO! Life!-theatre-award-winning-Esplanade-play-writing Natalie wrote and directed our piece and I made such a huge botch-up. We were supposed to black out on Tabitha but when we took out face lights 5 and 6, nothing happened! It turns out I left side lights 31 and 32 on from an earlier scene so the black out had no effect whatsoever. Denise panicked a little and tried to correct our mistake but in doing so, she missed her cue. It was only after two or three lines that the Fox was lit up.

Ungh. Headslap.

How is it that I never fail to suck at everything? I mean, Denise had like, what, 20 lights to watch? Me? Just 6 lights and I can't handle that even.

Dammit. I need some happy pie.